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Cal extended his hand between them.

Priya looked at it and smiled faintly. “Are we shaking on our marriage?”

“I couldn’t think of a gesture with less pressure.”

She took his hand.

They sat there until the mosquitoes drove them inside.

***

Priya moved back into their bedroom in October.

The decision was practical at first. Cal had caught a cold, and she wanted the guest room available in case he kept her awake. Then she lay down beside him one night and did not leave.

They established no triumphant date. They made no announcement in therapy.

Some nights they touched. Some nights they did not.

One rainy Sunday, Priya kissed him on the couch. Cal kissed her back, then paused.

“Can this stay a kiss?” he asked.

“I don’t know yet.”

“That’s okay.”

They continued until Priya felt the old pressure flicker—not from Cal, but from the part of herself that wanted this moment to prove she was fixed.

She drew back.

Cal’s face showed disappointment. It also showed affection, patience, and a little embarrassment at being seen wanting more.

Priya did not apologize.

“I need to stop.”

“Okay.”

“You’re disappointed.”

“Yes.”

“You’re still here.”

“Yes.”

She rested her forehead against his.

A month later, they chose to go further. The moment remained private, tender, and imperfect. It did not erase the previous year.

The next morning, Priya braced for celebration, relief, or the beginning of another count.

Cal handed her coffee.

“Last night mattered to me,” he said. “It doesn’t buy tonight.”

She took the mug. “It mattered to me too.”

Then they discussed groceries.

By winter, their physical relationship still did not resemble the one they had before Lantern House collapsed. Desire came unevenly. Cal sometimes felt lonely. Priya sometimes mistook his longing for accusation. They returned to Dr. Alvarez when old habits sharpened.

The handwritten page stayed beneath the takeout menus.

One Friday, while looking for a coupon, Priya found it and carried it to the living room.

Cal read both sentences again.

“We were dramatic,” he said.

“We were desperate.”

“That too.”

“Do you still mean yours?”

He considered the question. “Yes. Do you?”

“Yes.”

Priya folded the paper along its original crease and returned it to the drawer.

Then she sat beside him and placed her hand on his knee.

Cal covered it with his own.

Neither asked what the touch predicted.

For once, it was allowed to mean only what it meant.